love...

love...
its so easy to feel it.. but hard to stop feeling it..
when you love somebody, you think about them every second of every minute of every hour of each day of each week, month, year of your life........ when u see them, u get butterflies in you stomach, you get nervous, you get happy, when they touch you, electric currents rush through your body, every compliment, every word of praise means the world to you, while every word of hate is like a dagger that cuts you heart. a hug, a kiss on the cheek, a brush of hands, any sort of contact with the one you love makes you get a shade of rosy pink in your cheeks. But if they reject you, tell you they don't want to talk to you, or see you, that makes a cut, deep within you heart... BUT YOU STILL LOVE THEM
now.... how do you stop loving somebody? how to take the feelings you have for them and rip them from your heart?
how?
if love is supposed to be something beautiful, how can it possibly hurt so much?
when it is not reciprocated....
when they do not love you...
when they are oblivious to you true feelings.....
what can you do????
how can you stop them from subconsciously hurting you?
how can you appear to be fine, when on the inside you are in agony, dying from the pain that they cause....
you try to stop loving them....
tell yourself that feeling love for them causes pain..... that it hurts deep inside, but you heart doesn't have a mind, only feelings, you can't teach it to stop loving.. and it hurts....

so how.... do you stop?
YOU STILL LOVE THEM.... in spite of the pain...